just the other side of me

i removed our ring from my ringman and place it back into the box.

i deleted the sms-es saying "i love you, i miss you" from my inbox.

i took off our neoprint from my wallet and put it back into my neoprint box.

im trying so hard to treat u as a normal friend.

but as im trying, my heart is also aching.

i still dun bear to give up,

but i must.

i tot i should feel happy when i saw your nick "empty minded, totally no mood to do anything"

yes, i did felt happy, for i do not want to see that im the only one who was feeling that way too.

but happy for a moment only.

cos i felt so blessed to have mandy, shun wei and wenna to walk through this dark period of my life.

they are with me, seeing me cry, comforting me, drying my tears, giving me hugs during this crucial period,
and thats what makes me decided to stand up again.

but when i think of you, do u also have pple to go through this period with you.

i worried that u are sad alone all by yourself, and i dun wan to see that.

for this time round, im not the one to comfort you, dry your tears, cheer you up, and be there for you anymore.

my heart ached whenever i feel that you are facing all these alone.

it doesnt make me feel better in the end.

but wad can i do?

we've chosen this path isnt it?

whatever it is, i hope everything goes well for u.

posted by sAmaN+h4 @ 7:15 AM